Stab Me So I Don't Have To Feel, a Song fanfic

stab me so i don't have to feel (this pain anymore)

your heart entwined with mine, forever we will be
a trick to keep you here, can't get away from me
keep singing your song, i know it's not about me
i'll try to move on, but just know that i can't right now

a tricky situation, why do i do these things?
i always do this to myself, and i hate the pain it brings

go ahead and stab me in the heart
because it's already bleeding anyway
and i'm already dying anyway

take a cheap shot and maybe just maybe
i'll die on the outside too,
yeah while i die inside i'll be dying outside too
this is what i want from you

kill me while you can, rip this letter from my hand
your love-blood trickling down my arm
the red, it feels so warm...
kick me while i'm down, bring me back around
crying for your honesty
the pain, it feels so right...

go ahead and stab me in the heart
because it's already bleeding anyway
and i'm already dying anyway
take a cheap shot
and maybe i'll die right here for you

you'd be right if you said i wanted this
i need to feel this to feel something

i'm so sad but i won't cry
forget what i said under the stars that night
i'm so sad but i just can't cry
forget what i said about your deadly green eyes

disappointment eating through
my heart is beating, too
i wish, i wish, i wish
i never should have said those things to you
i wish i never said those things
i wish i never told the truth

go ahead and stab me in the heart
because it's already bleeding anyway

kill me while you can, rip this letter from my hand
your love-blood trickling down my arm
the red, it feels so fucking warm...
kick me while i'm down, bring me back around
crying for your honesty
the pain, it feels so right...

why does this pain feel so right?
i want to feel your body against mine
i will never know what bliss feels like

oh yeah

i'm so sad but i won't cry
forget what i said under the stars that night
i'm so sad but i just can't cry
forget what i said about your deadly green eyes
forget what i said (what i said)
forget how i said it (how i said it)

go ahead and stab me (you know you want to)
take a cheap shot (cause a cheap shot is all it is)

kill me while you can
kill me when i tell you to
kill me, you know you want to

why does it feel so right?

author's note: i hate the way she makes me feel and how i'm so stupid around her...i hate knowing it can never work and that she won't ever think about me the way i do her.