pretend.

I'm afraid of anything

maybe I'm weak

to face cruxes

but sometimes

I'm stronger too much

to let tears make their way

with my head up high

I'll reach the top of the world

someday, you'll see me for real.

I'm not pretending to be the better

I'm not pretending to know everything

I'm just pretending to try to fly high

by myself.

I'm sorry for being free

maybe I should give it up

to be easy to understand

but sometimes

I want to run away

don't get hurt anymore

from your frustrations

with my head up high

I'll reach the top of the world

someday, you'll see me for real.

I'm not pretending to be honest about my feelings

people can smile hiding problems inside of themselves

I'm just pretending to be happy

with nobody else but me

the only one person can hurt me, it's me.