I would bet my life

That you didn’t mean it.

What I knew was wrong

I’ve done anyways

There’s been regrets

And painful fights.

Isolation

And

Death.

But everything

Is impossible to let out.

And don’t you know that this

Is really hurting me?

Yet you will still be a memory.

Heaven has been opened right before me,

And when it came you ran away,

So fill my heart

Or take my life

Because I’m not going anywhere.