Which is sweeter?

The chocolate of the body

Or the blood of this soul?

What is this feeling in those eyes?

Is it a forbidden love?

Or a passing animal lust?

What will happen to me?

Stay a sexless virgin huntress?

Or embrace a hidden lover’s heart?

Whose promise will I follow?

The protective knight who shares my heartbeat?

Or the demon of the night with those burning ruby eyes?

When he speaks, what do I hear?

Is that truth ringing in his voice?

Or is he baiting the trap with sweet lies?

What oath binds me?

My vows as a Maiden?

Or to my very blood?

How far will I go?

To save my brother’s heart and soul?

All these questions with no answers.

Tossing and turning

Writing these haunting questions

I only wish now I knew the answers.