I am a human flaw there is far too much wrong with me.

I want to grow apart from you.

You cause nothing but hurt.

every single one of you

I can count on no one

why do I surround myself with such people

I hate you all

I do

You may read this and think I hate you

but really...I dont.

I am not good enough

I hate myself

Can I do nothing right?

is this really how you feel?

I do all to please you and this is how you feel?

At night I contemplate

death, awayness

but then

I'll be lonely

I hate admiting that I need you

admiting that admits that I am weak

pathetic

not good enough

but of course you'll wonder what it is i'm really saying

i'll laugh and shrug, "it's a big joke, ignore it."