"I'm sorry" aren't the words you want to hear from me now,
but it's the only thing that's staying on my mind.
You're convinced those syllables were excuses somehow,
and I only said them to hide my lie;
The one that didn't exist.
No matter how hard I tried to convince..
you..
There is nothing I can say anymore,
because you've kicked all my trust out the door.

I deserve all your hate,
and I know that it's too late.. for amends.
Maybe one day we'll become friends;
again..

Those words I want to speak,
have made your mind too weak.
So instead I'll pretend to make believe
that all I have inside of me..
is false hope for what you need,
and that's me..
But I can't give myself to you,
because of what we've both been through..
If you loathe me should I loathe you too?

Maybe we can look eachother in the eyes and realize
that what we've done in the past won't last..forever.
Whatever we've said will one day flush itself away,
and become a faded memory...

I deserve all your hate,
and I know it's too late.. for amends.
Maybe one day we'll become friends;
again..

Until then I'll keep your picture
on the top of this fixture..
Safe and sound;
it will never hit the ground..

-END