Once upon a time there was this boy who seemed just fine,
and nothing was out of place and everything was all aligned.
He liked the kids at school and all his friends were nice and neat,
except that asshole older kid who lived down the fuckin' street.
He could push his words away, and soon that kid meant nothing,
because now he had his drunk stepfather and that was something.
He was only around seven years old - too young for anyone to be left out in the cold. He was only around seven years old - he only did what he was told.
Later on he noticed all the boys around his class.
He got high on puppy love, and hopped his feelings wouldn't last.
"God don't make me gay", he didn't want to be that way -
So he would pray, and pray, and pray all day.
Crying out his feelings, 'cause he knew that it was true.
There was nothing he could do, no nothing he could do.
Still, it wasn't the worst part out of everything that was happening.
(Life took a turn for the worst,
and nothing ever seemed to work.)

He needed some love, and maybe some comfort -
Everybody knew that this kid was always hurt.
Just a hug, just a kiss; just a little affection -
He was a skin spot disease that ruined your fine complexion.
(Wasn't he?)

Now this child grew into a fine young man,
and even though nobody could understand -
HE DID!
It was all that mattered.
HE DID!
Dreams of brains that splattered.
HE HID!
But soon came out of the closet.
NO SHIT?
Yeah, it was all that he wanted.
(Get it, out of the closet?)

No more pains in his chest.
He could let all his painful memories to a rest.
He will overcome.
Make his mind numb,
and don't you dare make fun of his needs -
That child was me.
Love is a bitch indeed.

He needed some love, and maybe some comfort -
Everybody knew that this kid was always hurt.
Just a hug, just a kiss; just a little affection -
He was a skin spot disease that ruined your fine complexion.
(Wasn't he?)

WASN'T HE?
(No, I wasn't.)

-END

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Author's Note: 'Kay..this song is very personal, and basically straight from my heart. Everything in this is 100 the truth; things I've said have happened to me. So, if you're going to leave a comment about how it's bad..please make it not too mean?..Thank you.