Window

Amongst all the crap dominating,
smothering, suffocating this world,
Even during the worst times when there is
NO HOPE
of escape, for some reason,
There is always you.
Always.

Strange. There is no destination,
No clue as to what is outside this time.
Couldn’t be worse, could it?
Tell me. Whisper your secrets…

As a blessing in disguise,
the disguise is very convincing.
Had me fooled.
Mistake me not though! God no!
I am so grateful, I want to swallow you,
inhale you, suck your light into my skin!
I want so much to leave my world behind
and enter into yours.
It must be different – it has to be!
Anything is better than this,
anything.

If I go through, will I fly?
Feel the wind as I soar through the
lime sky?
Chase the birds to my utopian island?
It’s gold there, you know.
There are always sunflowers in my hair,
and a smile on my face…
Unlike here. God I hate here…
I’ll take my chances –
Jump!
A sudden numbness…
Gone.