if only you knew

that you hurt me

almost as bad as him

in so little time

if only you'd see

these tears

that fall for you

I never thought

I'd cry because of you

and you'd never be there

to wipe away my tears

if only you knew

if only I'd known

that my best friend

would be my greatest heartache

and if only you knew

this was one hurt

you'd never heal

that you'd never hold me in your arms

and hug my tears away

that this was one time my heart was broke

that you could never fix