I regret to admit:

You scare the living daylights out of me.

When you're around,

I want to sit in a corner and kick myself for meeting up with you.

I know you have a temper.

I don't want it to come out on me.

It won't happen when I'm aware of it-

Of that I am sure.

But one day, when you just get fed up with everything-

I can almost guarantee it will happen.

How can I be in a relationship

With someone who scares me?

With someone who might hurt me?

With someone who already has.. at least emotionally..

I don't know how I do it.

Everyday I worry about it.

And everyday I wonder when that day will come.

If and when it does- you will be OUT of my life.

I know I say I want you out all the time

But it would be the last straw.

I'm not going to be a punching bag.

That includes my heart.

Don't treat it badly.

Don't bruise my ego.

Just don't flat out HURT me anymore.

I can't take it.