This is about something which is happening to me at the moment, i would appreciate the feedback

Feeling Down

Feeling down

Feeling small

Feeling like there’s nothing at all

Feeling like your torturing me

Feeling like I cannot see

The whole truth of what you’re about

Sometimes I just want to scream and shout

Nothing feels the same anymore

Since you came though my door

Made me feel uneasy, made me feel nervous

Made me feel guilty about your stress.

You told me about you

Hoping I would understand

Now you’re giving the impression that you like me

Which makes me feel uncomfortable

You try to hug me, with intentions good

But what I see is something else

A non-friendly hug coming from you

It makes me feel uneasy

It makes me feel nervous.

I try to pull away

But when I do, you always stress

Taking things to personally

I hate it that you make me feel guilty

About something about you

But all I want is some space

I don’t like the way you behave around me

It makes me feel bad

To see you offended

When I pull away from your hand.

I can’t handle the affection

It’s not what I want

I just want to be me

To be young and free.

I tried before

To have something more

But that didn’t work, as you know

I fell into the spiral

Of confusion in the mist

Giving my true feelings a miss

I paid the price

With him, you know

I don’t want to have

Another relationship

When I am young

And haven’t found me

I’m not sorry to say

How I really feel

Because you’re putting me into

Something that is really hard

You think I am pulling away

From something about you

You have it all wrong

I am pulling away because of you

I find it hard

To be around you

Because every time I am

You want my attention

I can’t give you what you want

I can’t say I ever can

I can’t handle another fling

I can’t manage the emotional swing

Where feelings get hurt in the process.

I was hurt badly before

By someone using me

To prove they can get what they want

I paid the price

With unsettled emotions

I know I will never be the same again

Because of what he did.

I can’t handle it

I really can’t

My wounds from him

Are still visible

I don’t want another relationship

Because I am afraid

Of what might come

From you

You were friends with him

Which cuts it too close

I don’t want to be

With someone

Who knew him

I don’t want to be with you

I hope you understand

You make me feel uncomfortable

In front of everyone you try and hug me

My friends have noticed, so have others

Please just back down and leave me be.

Just to be me.