Everyday

I see you,
I watch you,
I hear you
I witness you.

Everyday

I sit in the same room you occupy
In a room filled with coldness, but distant warmth
You occupy your time with your back turned towards me
Almost as if you're shutting a door to my existance

Perhaps some days you wish I weren't here
As much as you wish I'd stay and never leave

And, everyday I fear
Looking out into the unknown,
Waiting for what's not to come

You can't know what it's like for me

Dating you. ... (?)

We couldn't have been

We'd never even met
(not once)
Held hands
Or kissed our lips
In an embrace

How is that I can be something
I can never even remember a part of?

I can't keep doing this
Feeling and remembering
Watching;
As I rape your heart
Of its feelings