Epics of Ever: Vol. 5

I know I’m the one who will get hurt in the end

But it doesn’t matter, I’d kill for just a second of vengeance

See what you’ve done to me?

I know it’s not your fault

But when times like these get hard I just need someone to blame

Jealousy doesn’t make friends

But I’ll keep it close to me and breathe in its bitter scent

Full moons and empty smiles fill my dreams

And as I wake each day I burn new stares into your face

Knowing you don’t deserve it, but I can’t stand this anymore

You ask me what’s wrong, I only look away

You ask me what you’ve done, and this is when I lose the control I never really had anyway

Unable to answer

Close my eyes against tears and walk away

But every day I suppress the guilt and watch you get torn apart

Knowing it’s not right but it’s just what I do

Life is full of questions and you look at me for answers

It’s not your fault

I want to scream it but I can’t

So I watch as I pick you apart

And I watch as you suffer for things you didn’t do

Why can’t I tell you?

Maybe because I know you’ll forgive me

But right now I just need you to forget me…

(A/N: Bleh. This whole thing is too complicated and contradicting. I’m tired of trying to explain myself. I hope there's someone out there who will understand this.)

-11:11 P.M.