Strangely Confused

I don't want to look at your pictures anymore
Nor do I want to think of you every hour of every day
Nor do I want to see you whenever I close my eyes

Not when I eat, not when drink, not when sleep,
Not even when I breathe

I'm so tired
I'm so sick
I'm so heartbroken
And so pathetic

I don't want to listen to your old voice mails
Nor do I want to read your past messages
Nor do I want to reminisce our wonderful moments

Not when I'm still, not when I walk, not when I run,
Not even when I fall

You're in a different world
You're not mine
You're out of my reach
And so far away

I don't want to hope for "this" and "that" anymore
I don't want to dream about you anymore
I don't want to feel these feelings anymore
I don't want to...anymore

Am I in love with you?