When Will I Get There

Where am I going

And when will I get there

Am I at the peak of my youth

Have I become who I will be

Is it too late for me to change

Is it too late to be someone else

I don't like who I am

Alone amongst friends

At home on Friday nights

Unable to do what I love

Unwilling to do what I can

Wasting away my days

Throwing away my dreams

It must be too late by now

I can't change my past

The past that made me who I am

The past that made me the way I am

Where will my path take me

Will it take a turn and go somewhere good

Or will it keep going straight

Straight into the future so like my past

Unlike what I want

So very different from my dreams

When will I know where I'm going

When will I find out just who I am

Am I who I am today

Am I the girl I don't want to be for forever

Or will my path take a turn

And make me someone so different from today

Will I be more like my dream me

Or deeper into the pit I've dug

A pit in which I'm halfway down

Is my road a dead end

With no where to turn

No where for me to change who I am

Where am I going

Who will I be

And when will I get there