Sensual Feeling

It's hard to face everyone

In front of the undying sun,

where i clench my mouth in fear

of losing someone dear.

The face of it seemed so kind,

in my god forbidden mind

Though really it was a sin

but i choose not to give in.

Bells ring in my ears,

the truth becomes my worst fears.

I am bound by words

that truly are absurd.

Now that i have chosen

and these words have been woven

i am here kneeling

and i realize this is a Sensual Feeling.