My Suicide

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The pain you caused,

Has led me to this.

To Me sitting here,

Sitting here with this knife.

There is no meaning in my life.

There is no reason to live.

He left me.

Left me without a word.

I watched him walkout that door.

I watched him as he ripped my heart out.

I watched him go to her.

I watched him leave be behind.

I slice my wrists.

The blood starts to flow.

I feel my life slipping away.

And I don’t try to stop it.

He has led me to this.

And I have but one wish.

I pray that he does not leave here like this.

That he does not break her like he has done me.

I know that I should not want this.

I should not want them to be happy.

I should not want them to succeed.

I should want them to feel all the hurt and the pain.

But I do,

I want them to be okay.

She should not have to go through this.

For she does not know who she is now infatuated with.

I breath my last breath.

My heart...

My lungs...

They stop.

My hurt...

My pain...

My sorrow...

All fade.

This is my,

My sucide.