Ever loved someone so much that it makes you physically hurt when you're not with her?

Your heart pounds and you smile when she calls?

You feel sick and tired and unsociable when she doesn't?

She signs on and you run for the computer?

You cancel an entire night's plans because there's a slight chance you could talk to her for a few minutes?

You feel like you're on top of the whole damn world when you make her laugh?

And you feel lower than the ground when you make her cry?

You apologize for everything, even if it's not your fault, because you just want her to feel better again?

You would give anything to merely touch her?

You would give everything for a simple kiss?

And it hurts so god damned much to think of her touching someone else?

You get sick to your stomach thinking about her fucking someone else?

Yet she's not yours, she was never yours, you always knew you were never going to be the only one?

You always knew that you were a passing fancy?

You always knew that you were a quick fuck?

That you were used?

That you're going to be thrown out?

You always knew she never wanted to hurt you but was going to anyway?

You were hurt by her and you don't care?

You've never even physically touched her and you couldn't care less?

Her skin has never graced your fingertips but you know that if it ever did, it would be heaven?

Asked yourself how you could ever exist without her?

Thought that she was the one?

Found out that she doesn't care about you the same way?

Felt betrayed?

Felt lied to?

Knew that it bothered her that you were so hurt, but she couldn't do a damn thing about it?

Lied to her about not caring when truly, inside, it felt like someone was stabbing you over and over again in the heart?

Actually tried to stab yourself in the heart because the sensation wouldn't go away and you hadn't slept in days?

Taken way too many pills because your heartache was horrible?

Cut yourself for the sheer torturing pleasure of thinking she didn't care?

Finding out the next day that "of course she cares" and you're just an ass?

Waited and waited and waited days for a single phone call?

But she can only talk to you for a few because she has things to do?

And that she's sorry she couldn't call, she was busy?

Fucking other people?

Fucking other people that you were in love with once?

That still makes you grit your teeth and feel like causing physical pain to something when you think of other people touching her?

Felt so USED because one day she's telling you that she can't stop thinking about you?

Known it was because the sex was great the night before?

And the next moment she's telling you that she didn't have the time to even miss you?

And you know it's because she was too busy screwing other chicks?

Come to the realization that there's only two people in the world that make you jealous and angry when other people fuck them?

And that they're fucking each other?

That you're too clingy?

That you fell, hard, and it's her god damned fault in the first place?

Yet YOU'RE the one who's too close, YOU'RE the one who needs to back off?

Gotten drunk off your ass because of it?

Hated yourself even more for it?

For being weak?

For needing her?

Wished you could stop thinking about her?

Almost wished you'd never even met her?

Wished you could destroy yourself, simply to get rid of your feelings?

Miserably watched her be happy from a distance?

Kept your mouth shut because she was happy?

Tried to make yourself feel better?

By telling yourself she was using you for sex?

Had it taste so fucking bitter in your mouth because you knew it wasn't true?

That she had once been in love with you?

And now I Don't Know almost hurts worse than No?

I Don't Love You Like That Anymore?

And that if she knows how you feel she'll likely hate you?

Or worse, hate herself?

Because in the end she doesn't love you like that anymore?

And there isn't a damn thing she can do about it?

Or you?

If you answered Yes to all of these questions, perform these 6 easy steps:

1. Open your drawer.

2. Load.

3. Remove safety.

4. Barrel to temple.

5. Finger to trigger.

6. Squeeze.

Too fucking deep this time.

Now it's over.