Pathetic

Not being able to breathe
My eyes swelling with tears
Feeling my heart pounding in my chest
Pathetic

Crying over a heartbreak
Crying over lost memories
Crying when I know I don’t need too
Pathetic

Tears fall freely
My hands hold my head
Hiding my sad face from others
Pathetic

It’s pathetic how I can be so weak
How I can let others see
That I can hold on them
But I can’t hold on me

It’s pathetic to know
That I still cry
Over something short and sweet
That ended a long time ago

It’s pathetic to see
That I don’t want others to know
But I show them anyway
In poems like this

Yes, I’m still broken
Yes, I’m still in pain
Over something that happened
Almost two years ago

Pathetic