A/N: Yeah so I know I suck, sorry if its not that great of a chapter but I hope you like it anyways, thank you soo much for all the people that reviewed, all the new ones too and the people that emailed me yelling at me to update already ahah thank you! I think I’m gonna respond in the message things now to people that review it’s too much writing otherwise thanks!! REVIEW!!

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Nick glared back at one of the faces that had, and still did haunt him. He looked over at Dave’s best friend, Chris, for help but knew that he was just as guilty. (Sorry for the confusion guys but this Chris is Dave’s friend, not Jimmypop’s friend. Chris who likes Iggy is JP’s bestie, the Chris right here is Dave’s friend, and he doesn’t like Nick. If you don’t remember him look at an old chapter can’t remember which one hehe.)

“We told you not to say anything.” The guy in front of him hissed. Nicky only shook his head, how else was he to answer with someone’s hand over his mouth.

“Michael, easy,” Chris muttered.

“What?”

“He’s dating Jay.” He whispered. He didn’t know Nick had a boyfriend till yesterday, and with Jimmypop, of all people.

“Fuck Jay.”

“You know the shit he’s done, but you haven’t seen him fight, I have.” Chris said, shaking his head, Nick looked back and forth.

His Jimmypop?

There was no way that Jimmy would hurt anybody, okay well, maybe a little, but he’d apologize right after!

“The guy almost died.” Chris shivered remembering that fight, it had taken five guys to pull Jimmy off of the poor guy.

“Then what the fuck do you want me to do with him?!”

“I dunno, I dunno. I have a bad feeling, this is bad.” Chris paced, holding his torso. “Jay will kill us.”

“Stop being such a pussy, isn’t Dave your best friend, faggot?” The guy muttered, watching him. Chris just shook his head.

“That doesn’t mean anything, I’ve seen Jimmy fight.” He repeated, truthfully the guy scared the shit out of him, and he hadn’t even been properly introduced to him.

The guy turned his attention back to Nicky. “You don’t want what happened to happen again, do you?” Nick shook his head.

‘Please, no.’ he begged.

“Good, you keep your mouth shut, I don’t care who your boyfriend is, you shut up about what happened. If you tell, I swear to God I’ll kill you.” The guy threatened, his face so close.

Nick closed his eyes; he remembered what it felt to have that guy on him, in him, how much he hurt.

The two of them backed away, slowly, their eyes still on him; Nick was frozen, and dropped to his knees when they ran away. He was sure it was going to happen again. He still didn’t even know why they did it to him.

He reached for his phone shakily, dialing the numbers.

Jimmypop looked down at his phone, and smiled. “Miss me already, Bubby?”

“J-Jay.”

“Nick?” his flirty demeanor instantly vanished. “What’s wrong?”

Jimmypop had ended up turning around, and found his boyfriend shaking, and barely able to breath. He knew he should have waited to see him go inside.

He didn’t know what had scared his Nick, but he knew that Nicky needed him, so he picked him up, and took his keys taking him up to his room. He almost asked if he wanted to take a shower, but figured by how tightly he was squeezing him that he just wanted to stay by him.

Jimmy took off their shoes, and laid him in the sheets crawling in beside him, holding him close.

“It’s all right.” He cooed, trying to think of whom it was that scared his boyfriend.

“You can tell me, you know.”

“No, no I can’t, they’ll come again.” Nick cried.

“Who? Who will come again?” Nick shook his head, quickly realizing what he was saying and just clutched onto his boyfriend.

“C-can you spend the night?” he whispered.

“I wasn’t even planning on leaving.” Jimmy smirked getting comfortable.

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Nicky had woken up a little shocked that his boyfriend was beside him, snoring; his body had also taken over more than half of the bed. To say Jimmy was a bad sleeper was an understatement. But Nick enjoyed his company; he was glad that he didn’t have to sleep in the bed alone.

Getting up he made his way to the bathroom, and took off his clothes sitting in the bath that he made quickly.

He pulled his legs up to his chest, closing his eyes.

“Stop! Stop!”

“Shut up and take it, look at him, he takes it all the time, and now he’s pretending that it hurts, what a whore!”

His whole body hurt, he couldn’t stop them, he couldn’t move and they wouldn’t stop, one after the other. He remembered staring up at Chris, watching him as he watched him. He had hit him a few times, but had been the one that was yelling at them to stop, that he didn’t want it to go this far.

“What do you mean stop?! You’re the one that wanted this! He deserves this! He took Dave, didn’t he?”

“Dave.” Nick whispered, it was because of Dave.

Chris was Dave’s best friend, Nick and Chris had always had problems, but was it serious enough for him to get his friends to rape him?

Nicky looked down at the water, it was covered in blood, all over his hands, his legs. “No, no it’s not real, it’s not real.”

Squeezing his eyes shut, and then opening them again he took deep breaths, and got out of the tub. Looking at himself in the mirror didn’t do anything either. He was seeing himself on that night, broken and beaten.

“I’m safe now.” He muttered, and walked out.

Jimmy was snoring still, and hugging a pillow like a body. Nick smiled softly, and decided to go downstairs and make breakfast after taking his meds.

Jimmypop woke up about an hour later, looking around the room and trying to figure out where the hell he was at, but once he focused on the Hello Kitty paper he knew exactly.

“Nick?” his boyfriend couldn’t be found, so he cleaned himself up and went downstairs.

“Morning, the pancakes are ready. The eggs are almost done.” Nick said glancing back at him. Jimmy felt like he was in the Twilight Zone. Was he the only one that thought last night was beyond weird?

“Nick? Are you okay?” he asked slowly.

“Yup.” He nodded, doing a little dance to a Hellogoodbye song on.

“Ew, why are you listening to this crap?” Jimmypop asked.

“Because it makes me smile, I’d rather listen to this, than guys sounding like they’re burping.”

“Ohh, burn.” Jimmypop laughed.

Nick sat there laughing at how bad Jimmypop ate, his mouth open, talking with his mouth open. But he loved it anyways. They were almost done eating when Iggy called him up.

“Hello?”

“Hi!”

“Hi Iggy, what’s up? Jay don’t you dare change the song!” he shouted pointing at him.

Iggy frowned.

“Jimmy’s over?”

“Yeah, you can come over too, if you want! I have more pancakes.”

“Um, no, thanks.” Iggy whispered. “So what are you doing today? You wanna hang out?”

“Oh, well Jimmy and me were gonna chill at the house, I think, I’m not sure.”

“Oh…okay.” Iggy said, Jimmypop sure had taken over.

“No, no we’re not, I’ll come over, is that okay?” Nick suddenly said changing his mind, Iggy was his best friend, and he had been hanging out with Jimmy a lot.

“Are you sure? Because if you guys have plans…”

“No, it’s fine! I’ll be over in an hour.” He hung up, and looked at a pouting Jimmypop.

“You’re leaving me?”

“Only for a little while.”

Jimmy took a deep breath. “I’ll die.”

“No you won’t, and could you drive me too?” Nick asked quickly running upstairs.

“Do I get a blowjob for it?!” he shouted after him.

--

“You have no idea how bad I felt, Nicky, like it was pretty bad. I haven’t felt that way in a really long time, not since the time I ignored you after what happened.” Iggy whispered, looking up at his friend.

They were on his couch talking about everything that had gone in the past weeks; they use to do it all the time. But Nick seemed to be so occupied now.

“Yeah, maybe it taught you to…grow up some more.” Nick said carefully, he didn’t want Iggy to get offended by it.

“Yeah, I know. I can’t believe I was such a bi—” His words were cut off by a knock on the door. “I swear to God.” He cursed, he hated when guys would randomly show up to hang out, Iggy didn’t like surprises.

He opened the door and squealed jumping on the person at the door. Nick sat up trying to see. “Ryan!”

“Jeez, Igg, I know you’re small and all but you’re still heavy.” A raspy voice said. Nick smiled knowing that voice anywhere.

He wanted to get up and give Ryan a big hug too, since Ryan always treated him like a baby brother, but he figured Iggy really missed him, they had been so close.

Once Ryan got his little brother to actually jump down to the floor, he smiled over at Nick. “What, no hug from you?” Nick smiled, and ran over hugging him too.

“I missed you so much.” Iggy whispered.

“Don’t get all gushy on me, yeah? Let’s get ice cream.”

“As usual.” Iggy smiled, and took Nick’s hand as they followed Ryan out to his car.

They drove out to the beach which wasn’t that far away, and sat on a bench, eating their ice cream silently.

“I’m glad to see you’re finally eating.” Ryan said to his brother ruffling his hair, sitting back, and lighting up a cig.

“Yeah.”

“So how ya been?” he asked, blowing the smoke slowly from his mouth.

“All right.”

“How’s that boy of yours?” he smiled. Nick giggled.

“They’re in love.”

“Nicky!”

“What? You are.” He said and Iggy just blushed.

“Yeah, I guess we are. Why don’t you come around as much anymore?” he asked, he was more concerned with what was going on in his brother’s life, than his own.

“You know I don’t want to have to deal with them, Igg.”

“But still, you could at least come and see me. I hate it there Ryan. I hate it.” Ryan shook his head. “Oh yeah the bitch doesn’t want me around, I forgot.”

“Don’t even, okay? She’s not even like that, she’s just…”

“A bitch, and she hates the fact that you’ll pay more attention to me than her. Oh yeah, and the minor fact—that I’m gay.” Iggy rolled his eyes.

“That’s not even true. She’s a bitch to everybody.” Iggy and Nick laughed.

“How’s my niece?” Iggy asked.

“A shitting machine, other than that she’s gorgeous.”

“You need to bring her over. I wanna see her.”

“Okay,” Ryan put out his cig and then looked over at his brother. “You’ve been staying out of trouble right?”

“Yeah, why?” Ryan shook his head. “Why?”

“Just hearing shit, Iggy. Stay out of trouble, people are talking, once again. I got in a fight the other day because some guy was talking about some shit you two did.”

Iggy shrugged.

“Let them talk.”

“Yeah, keep pretending it doesn’t bother you. So what about you Nicky-kins? How’s life been?” Ryan chuckled. Nick’s heart fluttered, it always did when Ryan smiled, and of course he was his first crush.

“Okay.”

“Oh shut up, his life has been more than just okay.” Iggy butted in sticking his tongue out. “He’s dating this one hottie named Jimmypop.”

“Jimmypop? Jay?”

“Fucking hell, do not tell me you know him, too?! Is there anybody this kid does not know? He’s worse than me!” Iggy complained. Nick blushed; Jimmy did know a lot of people.

‘So why is it that he chose me?’

“Yeah, I know that fucker, he’s a cool kid, you’ll like him.”

“Nicky’s in love with him. They fuck like every other night.” Iggy explained, Nick gaped and hit him.

“You liar! We haven’t even done it yet!”

Ryan glared, “I’m gonna have to talk to him before you guys do then. He better not even think of fucking around with my lil’ bro.” he said winking at Nick. Nick smiled, and blushed.

“There you go again when Ryan looks at you. I thought you got over that crush.” Iggy said noticing his friend’s red cheeks.

“Iggy.” Nick hissed shoving his elbow.

“What? It’s not like he doesn’t know. If he wasn’t my brother I’d be all over him, too.”

Nick made a face and Ryan chuckled. “Baby, let’s try and not say those kinds of comments again okay?”

Iggy just smiled up at him.

“Oh but you know it’s true.”

“You only think I’m hot because I look just like you.” Ryan smiled back. Iggy thought about this and shrugged, it was true. “Guess I better take you guys home.”

“Already?” Iggy pouted.

“It’s been awhile, I gotta get back anyways.” He dropped Nicky off at his house and then took Iggy home. They sat in the car quietly only because Iggy wouldn’t get out.

“You know you can live with me if you want, Trevor.” Iggy nodded sadly, he hated when Ryan left. “He hasn’t gotten that bad, has he?”

“No. He’s left me alone for awhile now.”

“Good.”

“I hate them.” He whispered. Ryan nodded. He knew Iggy wanted to move in with him, but he wanted to be close to his friends, and he still would be he’d just live farther away.

“If it gets real bad, you can call me. I’ll get you in a second.”

“I know.”

“Come on now, I gotta go.” Iggy nodded, blinking away tears and leaned over to hug him. “Love you.”

“I love you too. Promise you’ll call.”

“Swear.” Iggy nodded, and got out, hating that he had to come back here.

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“Dammit, I can’t believe its raining.” Nick muttered, frowning. He and Jimmypop had gone to see a movie, it was nice and sunny when they went in and now it was pouring, it barely even rained here!

“Ohh my piglet just cursed, bad boy.” Jimmy laughed putting and arm around Nick’s shoulder. “So how do you want to do this, run fast or walk fast?”

“What?! Ohmigod, ’.wet.” Nick said sounding really gay right now.

“What a girl, come on, it’ll be fun.”

“No, it won’t,” he said dryly. “Why don’t you go run in the rain, and get the car since you want to get wet so bad? And I’ll wait here, dry, yeah?” Jimmypop gave him this really blank look. “I’m guessing that’s a no.”

“Please?”

“Jimmy,” he whined. “Please, I hate the rain, okay? It messes my hair up, badly.”

Jimmypop just blinked down at him, his bottom lip trembling.

“My God you’re good at fake crying.”

“So that’s a yes then?”

“What? Uh no I—” Jimmypop didn’t wait for his answer and grabbed on tight to Nick’s hand as he pushed both of their bodies into the rain. Nick literally screamed. “I hate you!” he yelled, hunching over like a wet cat stuck outside.

“Aww, you’re adorable.”

“It’s cold! Where’s the car?!” he shouted the water spitting from his lips. Jimmypop stopped, hand to his chin.

“Hmm that’s interesting; I don’t…seem to…remember.”

“What?!”

“Chill, I’ll find it, eventually. Embrace the moment, Nicky.” Jimmypop smiled moving to him, and undoing his arms so he could fit in them. Nick looked up at him, squinting from the rain.

He reached his fingers up and touched Jimmy’s cheeks.

“You’re perfect.”

Jimmypop smirked to the side, closed his eyes and rubbed his face against Nick’s palm.

“Have you ever kissed anybody in the rain before?” Nick shook his head, and Jimmy leaned down fast capturing his lips. Both of his hands held onto Nick’s neck, and lower jaw as he teased his tongue with his own.

Nick didn’t know how long they were out there, or who saw, all he knew was that kissing in the rain was his new favorite thing. And yes, Nicky was a shaking rat when they got back to Jimmy’s place and he was pretty sure he was going to catch a cold, but it was worth it.

When they got inside, nobody was home, Jimmy tried turning on the lights, but they didn’t budge. “Looks like the lights went out.” They went upstairs, Nick holding his hand tightly.

“Wait right here, I have a surprise for you.” Jimmy smiled, his wet hair sticking to his head.

“W-well could you h-hurry up, I’m kind of cold.” Nick said, shivering.

Jimmypop smiled. “Piglet you look so cute right now, I just want to eat you.”

“Oh no! Not with the eating story, again.” Nick warned. Jimmy nodded, and opened the door quickly sliding himself in, and locking the door behind him.

“Do you have somebody in there? Is that why you’re being so secretive?!” Nick chanted outside.

“Be patient, youngin!” Jimmy yelled back.

“Hurry up!” Nick shook for a little longer. “I’m gonna get pneumonia, Jay!”

“I’m going!”

“It’s scary. I’m alone out here.” Nick hissed, it was so dark.

Suddenly the door was opened, and Jimmy yanked him inside, literally. Nick paused looking around the dark room. There were candles everywhere, leaving silhouettes around the room. The white walls with black paint splattered everywhere seemed to glow in the dark. But that’s not really what caught Nicky’s eyes, what really got his attention was the bed, yup that’s right a bed.

“Jay…”

“I thought it was time to upgrade, and you don’t look like the type that wants to fuck on a mattress, anyways.” He caught himself and his cheeks reddened. “Not that you’re the type to start fucking somebody so soon or anything. I just…yeah.”

“Actually I was willing to try, it would have been different.” He added quietly. Jimmypop smiled.

“Good first thing tomorrow it’s out in the garage.” Nick smiled, happy that he was happy.

“C-can I please change now, I’m freezing.”

“Oh yeah sorry, I forgot, go ahead.” Nicky walked off to the bathroom while Jimmy just started to change there. Nick frowned at his hair in his reflection; it was a mess in his mind. He just sucked it up and went back to the room.

Jimmypop was sitting up in the bed, the dark black shirt contrasting with his skin, he smirked up at him, and held out his arm pulling him in.

“Come here you.” Rubbing his nose against his face they started a tickling session, which led to more kissing and touching. Nick moaned softly against his boyfriend’s lips as Jimmy went to his neck.

Jimmypop’s left arm slid down Nick’s body, slowly from his chest to down between his legs, he made sure to keep his eyes on him. Nick was in a trance, watching the candle light flicker in Jimmy’s eyes and nodding his head to let him know it was okay.

Jimmypop spread Nicky’s legs apart and moved in between them, Nick’s legs by reaction hitched up hugging Jimmy’s sides between them. Jimmypop sat up on the heels of his feet and stripped his shirt off over his head. Nick gazed on, looking at every muscle, every tattoo that he could, and of course feeling them as well. He could so model if he wanted.

Leaning down Jimmy held himself up by his arms that were on either side of Nick’s face, he hovered above him smirking.

“Now what?”

“I-I dunno.”

“I’m falling for you, Nick.” He suddenly confessed, and Nick’s body literally trembled by the look that Jimmy had in his eyes; they were so strong, so powerful.

“I’m falling for you, too.” He wanted to say more, but that was the most he could think of.

“I still think we should wait, as perfect as this moment is. I want to be absolutely sure with you. I don’t want to mess this up.” He whispered, beyond seriousness.

Nick stared up at him; most people probably didn’t even get to see this side of him. He didn’t even know Jimmypop had a side like this to him, he never thought he could wait this long to have sex.

“Okay but…I’m ready when you are.” Nick said he wanted him to know it wouldn’t be forced; it would be on both sides.

“Thanks.” Jimmy winked down at him and then moved to his side pulling Nick along with him. “I’m tired.”

“You’re always tired.”

“Wanna make out for a little bit first?” Jimmy managed to squeeze in as he yawned.

Nick seriously couldn’t get this boy.

Dave, hell, anybody would have taken the opportunity that was just offered to him. Kissing for a little bit, and then going to sleep, over sex? Jimmypop sure was a weird one.

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“So there’s a party tonight.” Iggy said squeezing Aerik’s hand.

“Yeah?”

“Yup, Jimmypop’s throwing it, you should come.”

Aerik raised an eyebrow. “Me? You’re actually inviting me to a rendezvous with you?”

Iggy glared, and playfully hit him.

“I always invite you. And I want to show you off.” He added.

Aerik shook his head, Iggy had never invited him.

“I must be looking pretty cute lately, then?” he asked fingering a strand of his black hair with a streak of light brown through his bangs.

“You’re adorable.” Iggy said, kissing his forehead and standing up. “Now I have to call Nicky to come over, and help me pick something out. You can watch if you want.” He suggested, wiggling his eyebrows.

“Only watch?” Aerik questioned, yanking Iggy back down by the waist. “I love you boy.”

Iggy turned to him smirking to the side, and winking. “I love you too, kid.”

Nick came over about twenty minutes later, as did Avery and they did their usual hectic routine of trying to find cute things to wear. Nick was especially freaking out since Jimmy told him a lot of his friends were going to be there. He had to make an impression right? He didn’t want them to think he was just some gay little emo boy.

“I don’t even look like I could kick someone’s ass.” Nick announced. Iggy and Avery looked over at him through the mirror, both were doing their eye shadows, and Nick was crouched on the floor.

“Where the hell did that come from?”

“All of Jimmy’s friends are like real hardcore kids, like the ones that would probably shank you if you looked at them wrong.”

Iggy smiled, that’s what he liked about them, they were real and looked out for their friends, and he liked to think of them as a mafia.

“That’s dumb. You’re dating Jay, not them. Fuck them if they don’t like you, and besides you look adorable. You can’t go wrong with a band tee, a bandanna, and skinny jeans, sweets.” Iggy blew him a kiss, and told Aerik they were ready.

Nick glanced at himself in the mirror one more time after standing up.

“You do look cute, Nick.” Avery smiled, and took his hand.

Avery and Nick drove in one car, and Aerik and Iggy in another, just in case Iggy and Aerik wanted to go off early to do “special things.”

When they pulled up to the house, Nick’s heart jumped into his throat, the house was packed. There were cars parked all along the road they were lucky to even find a space.

“I can’t get out of the car.” Nick said, holding onto the door handle.

Avery looked over at him. “What?”

“I can’t get out, look at them. They’re just staring at us.”

“Nick, honestly you’re making this into a bigger deal then it is. Now, come on.”

Iggy pressed his face against the window, laughing, and trying to open the door to get his best friend out. People were standing around smoking their cigarettes, and watching them with dull eyes.

“Iggy there are so many people here.” Nick hugged onto his stomach awkwardly, as he got out, finally. “How can I compete with this?” he whispered.

Iggy frowned, and shook his head. “Why are you even trying to? Jimmy only has eyes for you, so don’t even worry about it. You’re going to go in there, and give him a big kiss. And then you’re going to stay by his side the whole night giving dirty looks to anybody who even tries to hit on him, got it? That’s what I’m going to do,”

“You have to show them who’s in control. Right Aerik?” Iggy asked, nudging his boyfriend, but he looked over his shoulder when he realized that Aerik wasn’t standing there.

“Baby?” he turned around, and glared. There was a group of scene girls crowded around his boyfriend obviously flirting.

“Aerik!” Iggy shouted, slapping his own thigh.

He smiled sheepishly, waving good bye to the girls, and swiftly putting his arm around Iggy’s hip. “Hey you.”

“Oh don’t try and kiss ass, what the hell were you doing over there?” Iggy asked looking up at him.

“They called me over so I wanted to see if I knew any of them, or not. I didn’t want to be rude.” He kissed Iggy’s soft mouth, quickly.

“Well, be rude next time.” He yanked his hand. “Come on, Nicky we have a boyfriend to find.”

Nick followed closely behind Iggy, as they entered the house; he had no idea why he was so nervous to be here. He’d been to this house before; he had done stuff with Jimmypop in this house before, but right now with all these people with piercings and tattoos here it just made him scared. He almost felt like he wasn’t good enough to be with Jay. Who was he kidding, they were completely different.

Nick bit down on his lip wanting to just hide, and cry, but they were already walking into the kitchen, where all the loud voices were mainly coming from.

“Hey you guys made it!” Cherry shouted, pulling them into hugs. Nick’s eyes widened some when he saw just how low her wife beater was cut.

“Dear God, woman look at them boobies!” Iggy laughed, squeezing them for fun.

“What can I say; they’re beasts they pop out whenever they want.” She laughed playing along.

Jimmypop looked up from the table that he and some friends were playing poker at. He frowned when he saw how uncomfortable his boyfriend looked just standing there.

“Nicky.” He called and his boyfriend’s head snapped up, and he smiled a little walking over.

Nick could feel the eyes on him as he made his way to Jay. His boyfriend looked so cute tonight, yet simple.

Jimmypop always was like that, he didn’t have to do his hair or dress up or anything and all eyes were on him. Right now he just had normal tight jeans with his boxers hanging out, a band shirt, and a white headband that his messy hair partially covered.

“Hi.” Jimmy pulled him onto his lap, and kissed his lips briefly. “That’s new.” Nick pointed to the new Monroe that he had on his left side of his mouth now.

“Yup, I did it yesterday, got kinda bored, you know.”

Nick smiled, shaking his head, “You’re gonna pierce your mouth shut one day.” Jimmy now had two piercings below his lips, and two above.

“Yeah, but you’ll still kiss me, right?” Nicky blushed, and nodded.

“Of course.”

“Then it’s all good. I want to get a bridge though, so that’s next on the list.” He smirked. Nick just groaned.

“What the hell is a bridge?” he asked. Jimmypop nodded his head up and pointed to one of the guys sitting at the table.

“That.” The guy had a horizontal piercings at the top of his nose, and between his eyes. But Nick was more concerned with the fact that the plugs in his ears were huge.

“Oh.” He said silently. “What are you guys playing?”

“Poker. Wanna play?” Jimmy asked, the ends of his hair tickling Nick’s jaw.

“Nope, I don’t know how, and it’s more fun watching.”

“So Jay ya going to introduce us to your boy, or what?” one of the guys asked. Nick looked over at him and smiled politely, the guy had pretty brown eyes and tats all up his arms.

“Yeah, guys this is my new boy, Nicky. Nicky these are the guys, too many of them to name.” Jimmy said, shrugging his shoulders at the lame introduction. Nick waved and only some of them nodded their heads up, too interested in their game.

--

Aerik shook his head, watching his boyfriend chug back more and more vodka as they were given to him. A crowd had surrounded him, cheering him on, and Iggy just kept on going. Aerik had rolled his eyes listening to Iggy’s slurred speech, and had walked away.

“You want a drink?” Jimmypop whispered in Nicky’s ear. He was sitting on his lap, trying to figure out the game, but not following at all.

Nick glanced back at him smiling at those eyes. “Yeah, sure.”

“Good, I’ll make you one of my special drinks.” He wiggled his eyebrows, and took his hand to the bar counter. Iggy and his groupie followers and disappeared somewhere and Jimmy was glad because he didn’t want to have to deal with that again, especially with Nick actually being here now.

“Get me a glass, yeah?” Jay asked his boyfriend as he looked through cabinets for his special mixing materials.

Nick went to the cabinet, but found that he couldn’t…exactly…reach. ‘I hate being short!’ he stretched his legs as far as he could, and was determined not to give up.

He was just about to climb up on the counter, when he heard a chuckle behind him, and then an arm wrapped around his stomach; he could feel Jimmy’s cold piercing against his cheek.

“I hope you know that you’re the cutest shorty I’ve ever seen.” Jimmypop laughed.

Nick glared at him through the side of his eyes. “Did you just call me a shorty?”

“Yup, I’m thinking that’s your new nickname.” Nick groaned, and hit his head back against Jimmypop’s chest. “Mhm you smell good.” He hummed in his ear, and grabbed the glass.

“Jay-Baby?!” a voice screeched from behind them. Nick’s head popped up from his boyfriend’s chest.

‘That voice.’

Jimmypop turned around and then let go of Nick, who still hadn’t turned around.

“Myka!” Jimmypop shouted, pulling the kid up in his arms and swinging him around. “My baby boy!” he smiled up at him, as Myka held his face in his palm.

“God damn boy, you get hotter and hotter every time I see you.” Myka laughed.

Nick was frozen, how the hell did they know each other?! “This is a nightmare; it’s not real, Nicky.” He told himself.

Jimmypop saw that his boyfriend hadn’t moved, and called him over. Myka was put on the ground, and glared at Nick with a smirk on his mouth; he pushed up his still black hair with the top light blue and white, as he watched the boy, slowly, turn to them and walk over.

“Oh my, you look like you’ve just seen a ghost, Nick.” Myka laughed. Jimmypop looked back at Myka.

“You two know each other?”

“You could say that.” Nick finally hissed his eyes locked on Myka.

Jimmypop stared in confusion, did Nicky just growl at Myka?

“Uh, okay, well, Nicky, this is Myka, he’s been one of good friends since middle school, and Myka this is my boyfriend, Nicky.” He introduced.

Nick felt like someone had just punched him in the stomach, he even jerked forward a little to try, and catch more air.

“You have got to be kidding, Jimmy.” He pleaded.

Myka giggled, “Guess the world is smaller than you thought right, Nicky-kins?” he titled his head over to Jimmy.

“So have you guys fucked yet?”

“Myka don’t start.” Jimmypop glared, he loved Myka to death, and would always have his back, but he talked a lot of shit, and always wanted to see some drama.

Myka looked back over at Nick licking his lips. “Guess I was just the lucky one.”

Nicky blinked, and blinked, hoping that Myka would disappear, but he didn’t, and the tears were starting to blur his vision. He pushed past Myka, and ran outside, shouting for Avery, who went over to her friend like he was dying.

“What the hell was that all about?” Jimmypop asked Myka who shrugged, innocently, and asked where the drinks were. Jimmypop rolled his eyes, and ran after his boyfriend.

“We have to leave now, Avery, please, now.” Nick panted, holding onto her shoulders, she nodded, helping him to her car, he was gonna have a panic attack.

“Nick! Nick, wait!” Jimmy shouted, he managed to grab Nick’s arm, but he hissed, and yanked back. Since when did Nick yank away from him?

“Why him of all people?”

“What?” Nick shook his head, trying again to leave, but Jimmy stopped him. “Don’t walk away! Tell me what you’re talking about!”

“I-I can’t.” he whispered. “Why couldn’t have been somebody else, Jimmy? Why’d it have to be him?”

“Him? Who’s him? Who?” Nick shook his head. “Myka? Is it Myka?” Nick pushed him back, going to Avery’s car.

Jimmypop stood for a second trying to understand, and then ran to her car, but they had already gotten inside, and Nick had pulled his legs up hiding his face in between his knees.

Jimmypop looked to Avery for some type of answer, but she just shook her head not knowing what to tell him, and starting to drive away.

Jimmypop stood there in the middle of the street, breathing hard, watching them drive off. He yanked at the sides of his head, and ran his hands down his face.

“What’d I do now?” he groaned, why was it that he always seemed to fuck up with the ones that he really liked.

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“Have you seen Iggy?” Aerik asked this girl that he saw in the hallway, she shook her head, so he went to the next person.

“Have you seen a boy about this tall, he’s little, perfect hair, loud mouth?” he asked, but again another shake of the head.

Aerik bit onto his lip nervously, he had just lost track of him for little bit, and he thought Iggy would be fine since he was surrounded by so many people, but now Aerik saw all of them, and none of him.

“Fuck.” He started going through the kitchen, and the living rooms searching. What a shitty ass boyfriend he was, he was supposed to look after his boy, especially how wasted he had gotten in such a short time.

He saw a girl that he recognized from earlier because of her bright red hair, “Hi, uh, have you seen my boyfriend, Iggy?”

“Oh yeah, you’re that Aerik kid, I saw him go somewhere with Sky, I don’t remember though, sorry.” She shrugged, Aerik nodded, his hopes going down.

Iggy had gone off with Skyler?

Aerik knew where he should start looking, but did he honestly want to? He knew what he’d find, but maybe Iggy would prove him wrong, maybe he was just a jealous, paranoid, boyfriend.

He started at the bottom floor, first room; he didn’t have to check the other ones because he heard a distinct moan escape the door.

“Oh shit.” A voice muttered.

Aerik closed his eyes, and placed his hand on the door handle, he turned it slowly, and it opened.

Taking a breath, and deciding that he needed to man up, he opened the door and stopped, he didn’t need to go inside, he didn’t need to shout or yell, because he knew, he knew what he was going to see.

Skyler saw him first at the door because he was just gonna shout for them to get the fuck out, when he saw who it was just staring, expression blank.

“Iggy, Iggy, stop.” Skyler started to push Iggy up, who was straddling him.

“Wha? What’s wrong?” he muttered, obviously a little drunk. He looked behind him following Sky’s eyes, and his whole body seemed to lock.

“Oh fuck.”

Aerik laughed a little, shaking his head, and shutting the door.

“Fuck, fuck, oh fuck!” Iggy screamed pulling off of Sky, and sliding up his pants the best he could.

“Aerik! Aerik!” he yelled, and ran out of the room, slamming into the wall as he almost tripped over his pants.

He saw Aerik walking calmly, out of the house, out of his life, and he ran after him, again falling onto the grass, the end of Aerik’s shirt tugged into his grip.

“Baby.”

“Baby? That’s what I am?” Aerik asked, turning to him, no tears, no anything.

“Aerik, I swear that was an accident, I don’t know what happened. I just…I-I drank too much and then I just ended up there.”

“On top of his dick?” Aerik corrected.

Iggy stared up at him, the position all too familiar when Nick was staring down at him, as he explained what happened between Jimmy and him.

Iggy hated this feeling, this position, someone else was in control, and he couldn’t do anything about it. He couldn’t change their minds in anyway.

“I’m sorry.”

Aerik nodded, ignoring everybody that was staring. “You’re always sorry, Trevor Campbell.”

“I was drunk.” He whispered, he couldn’t breathe from the tears that were choking him.

“And you’re always drunk, Trevor Campbell.” He said. Iggy didn’t like the way he was saying his name. Aerik nodded to himself, and twisted the ring off his finger.

“No, no, don’t.” Iggy begged, watching him, but Aerik threw it down to him, just like he threw away his heart.

“I thought I could change you, I thought that you were changing. I did everything you ever wanted Iggy, everything.” He paused, his eyes watering. “I loved you more than…and this is what I get? You don’t even care, do you? I’m just another guy to you.”

“No, no, that’s not true, Aerik! You have changed me, so much! You’re real Aerik! You’re real, you love me.”

“Loved, Iggy.” He again, corrected. “I don’t wanna see you again.”

“What?”

Aerik looked away, not being able to look into those eyes, those eyes that rolled back when Aerik made him cum, those eyes that glared at him when he was mad. Those lips that kissed him so sweetly, those lips that lied to his face.

It was time to leave Iggy, he couldn’t keep up with him, he couldn’t stand getting his heard broken anymore.

Aerik leaned down to Iggy holding his head between his hands, Iggy was crying so hard now, his lips trembling. Aerik rubbed his face against his, and Iggy held onto his wrists.

“Please, please, don’t.” Iggy pleaded; he’d do anything to make this feeling inside go away.

Iggy’s eyes opened slowly, and he stared up at Aerik, cradling his sweaty neck in his delicate palm. He searched his face, a smile gracing his lips.

‘I love you Aerik Richards.’

“Liar.” Aerik said out loud from his memory, and kissed his head, Iggy held onto him, as he pulled back.

“No, no!” Iggy yelled, he didn’t care who saw him, how pathetic he looked.

Aerik shoved him back, and shook his head, walking away.

Iggy’s chest heaved; as he watched Aerik walk away from him, walk out of his life. He screamed for him again, and again, until the vomit that wanted to come up so bad finally came up, and he shivered throwing up whatever he could.

He curled up into a ball on the wet grass, watching through blurred eyes as Aerik drove away, he could hear people around him trying to move him, trying to help him, but he didn’t want to move, the person that was always there to help him up, had just left.

And what hurt the most was that this wasn’t any other person, any other person would come back to him.

But this person wasn’t coming back.

Iggy looked up at the moonlight, his face half covered in vomit, as he stared at the stars through hazy eyes.

Here he was again, at a party, drunk, covered in vomit, and alone, just like he was from the beginning.

Back to square one.

To be continued…

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AHH it’s done, not really, actually I might post one more chapter on this not sure yet, but the next story will be right up YAY! Thank you guys for reading this for so long and reviewing so since it’s the last chapter I think all those people that didn’t review or say anything should now please? Muahahaha

You guys should all go read Just call me Night because it’s a really good plot I swear and it has a lot of these same characters in it! And Sid Vicious is gonna be updated this week yay for drugs!

Ghostmoon Dancer: Ahh I haven’t heard from you in soo long and I emailed you but no response :/ Aww it’s otay that you didn’t review before I’m just glad you reviewed now hehe. I created Iggy and I feel the same way, it’s hard to love him but then you can’t hate him becuz he’s adorable and that’s pretty much what the problem was with Aerik why he had to leave him. Glad that you liked it hope you review this time and thanks!

Sprinkles: ahah Iggy and Aerik’s relationship is beyond weird and I lovvess it! I’m not lazy…only a little but I want a guy that would just be fine with chilling at someone’s house how cute is that? Bhahah SARS we haven’t talked about that alien ass girl in a long time, I expect a long review from you.

Bethgirl: Ahh well I hope that you at least get to read the last chapter wow lent was so long ago I really did stop updating for awhile now but it’s back up now so I hope that you get to read it!

Jono: bahah I don’t even know where to start with responding to you ahah you left me like 156464 reviews yelling to get my ass writing lovess it and I loveess you!! Trust me I read every one of them and laughed my ass off you really should write I’d review the crap out of it becuz I bet your stories would be hilarious mang seriously. Ahah please don’t kill any babies that could be a hazard…just a little one though so if you must then go ahead. Ahaht he vampires I do need to mention them again don’t I? I just kinda stopped becuz I got advice that they didn’t fit into the story becuz they were like fantasy whateverrss I don’t care anyways I know you’re gonna hate me when you read this chapter…I luff you and I expect the longest review from you since it’s the last chapter muahaha.

KayLee: Yay I’m so glad that you’re reading the story again and did you see that shout out I did for you at the top of the page hehe ppl better read your stories because I love them haha. Glad you like the story madame.