How You Treat Me

7/28/06

I breath in deeply

Trying to memorize your scent

I blink away tears

As I watch you

How did I lose you?

Did I ever even have you?

Or did you just stay with me

To stay for the sake of having someone?

Was I a joke?

Something to make fun of?

To have a laugh with friends over a drink?

I turn and walk

My heart is broken on the ground

I don't know when it will be fixed

I don't know if I ever will get over you

I gave you my soul, my life

You pretended to give me the same

I gave it away for nothing

You gained everything

I hope you're happy

I hope they treat you well

I might be broken

But I still have pride

No matter how you've treated me

I wish you happiness

Not hurtfulness

My heart is still with you

Just a small piece

Never again will my heart be yours

Never again

At least my whole heart