The In between

I quietly listen to the sound of the rain

While everyone is asleep

Time went by in a blink of an eye

Only yesterday did I start talking

Now to find myself a grown lady

Few moments away from a new beginning

That seems to be exciting

Yet so unknown

But I will keep my head up and feel strong

I can feel this feeling of being in between

Will it soon be gone?

This feeling that cant be explained

The in between

As the month of September approaches

But this feeling keeps on coming back

This feeling of being in the in between

Where a part of me wants me to stay

Another to leave and start a brand new life

So many contradictions

Should I stay or shall I leave?