I lay on my bed and stare at my wall

Just when I am thinking of nothing at all

You pop into my head.

I see your face...

Those eyes that stare into mine

And a voice that makes my knees go weak

How long has it been since you last held me?

Days?

Weeks?

No...it has been months.

How I miss you so.

The way you hold me, and whisper “I love you so”

I can still feel the arms...your arms that you held me with that day.

I didn’t want that moment to end...

And yet it did...

In such a short moment as you put me down and released me from your hold

I can’t wait...till the day I may be held once again

In the only place that I have ever felt safe...

A place I know where I am loved.

In your arms, for you to hold

For you to love me, and tell me over and over

As you promise to hold me forever

I close my eyes, as the tears come forth

But I will not cry...I will be strong

For I know...

Deep down...

That one day...

I will be yours...

And only yours...