Reality to Dream

I can still see you there,

Sitting beside me.

Our hands accidentally touched,

I put mine away instantly.

I can still feel you there,

Sitting behind me.

I felt your elbow lightly bump my nape,

I shyly moved away.

I can still hear you there,

Laughing with the jokes being shared.

I saw your face, still as charming,

But I quickly looked away.

I can still see you there,

Walking in so late.

I honestly couldn’t breath,

Because I felt there was so much to tell.

I still believe that everything went wrong,

And will stay wrong until the end.

But I knew this was only a fantasy,

Because no good things happen to me.

And now I close my eyes,

Try to forget everything about it.

But then I realized I couldn’t,

Because a dream is all I’ve got left.