I want to cut deep

Feel blood pouring down my arm

Carve your name in my wrist

Have my life slip away

But I promised

I want to get high

To have all the pain drift away

To feel like I fly

I want to have some peace

But I promised

I want to drink away my troubles

Forget all my problems

Laugh for no reason

Stop being afraid

But I promised

I want to break all these stupid promises

To Show you what it’s like

To think they’ll be ok, think that they’re safe

To find out they don’t care enough to stop

But I promised