Just Like You

i brush my hair and wear gurly underwear

in hopes of being just like you

when mom found out she got mad

at me for wishing something that i'd never had

i wear pretty skirts and nevr show how much i hurt

in hopes of being just like you

mom says stop it and dad just screams

my life is falling apart at the seems

i hurt inside and like you i hide

in hope of being just like you

i have broken fathers pride

he wishes i had died

i wear the make up to hide my tears

in hopes of being just like you

no one knows how much this hurts

so i hide behind these frily skirts

i dont speek my mind im nice and kind

in hopes of being just like you

i hide my hurt with the knife

hope to some day soon end all my strife

as i bleed hatred plants a little seed

in hopes of being just like you

i've grown out my hair

and i have less and less to wear

im running out of bracelettes to hide the scares

in hopes of being just like you

mom saw the deep gashes on my arm

and wonders why i need to self harm

i hide in my room and never eat

in hopes of being just like you

i have no meat on these bones

all mom does is bitch and moan

my world is growing dark and i hurt more then ever

in hopes of being just like you

somebody help me see im running blind

stuck forever in this eternal bind

i slit my wrists and slit my throat

in hopes of being just like you

ive got blood on my hands

and i cant stand

ive gone to far and nothing will stop

in hate being just like you

my life has changed

im not the same

now i see why you wanted to die

i hate being just like you

to take this very knife

and and your own life

i wanted to be just like you and i have succeded

i hate being just like you

so i'll follow you untill the end

with nothing nothing left for me to mend

i have a plan and nothing will stop me

i hate being just like you

and soon every one will see

the trouble you went threw to kill me

when the clock hits midnight i will no longer be here

i hate being just like you

ive made a noose never bothering to lose

my fight for death and being just like you

as i stand on this chair i wonder if you were ever really there

i hate being just like you

as the clock strikes twelve i fall from the chair

with sweat running down mu face and hair

i've killed my self now just like you

i hated being you

ive followed you to the end

and like you wanted i sent the message you wanted to send

they wont ever ignore you

i hated being just like you

now as we stand alone and look down on life

we watch as other children just like us end their strife

we are gone forever never to return

we hated being just like you

you made us do this its all you fault

you never tried to stop and pull it to a halt

the plague that killed us will never go away

we never wanted to be just like you

others will die the same as us

cause you never stoped makeing this fuss

you could have helped

we never wanted to be just like you

you killed us never bothering to think

as we just continued to sink

we sink into despair with no one their to care

we ended up just like you

its out of control and it will never stop

as you clean up this mess with a bloodied mop

this is our final good bye

we ended up just like you

you never fucking thought

of the hell you put us threw

we just wanted a little love

we ended up just like you

we are gone now with one thing left to say

we ended up just like you you, you suck and fuck you