A/N: Soooo... I started something new, again! Hehehehe... It's a little cheesy and I think SerialxLain did the same thing... or someone else did it, but eh, whatever. I was listening to a song last night and it made me want to write a story about it, but whenI studied the lyrics I was like UM NO NEVER MIND BITCH. So we have this. It's kind of confusing and I don't even like it that much but I'm entitled to post it because I know I need to update Remember Me and this is just something to keep you from ripping your hair out... or something? I dunno. R&R and I'll be happy. Be honest, too. Don't tell me you like it when you really hate it. THANKS. THANKS A LOT. >>

Song:: Ready to Fall by Rise Against

The breeze of the cold night danced on my skin, causing me to shiver. I looked down to the pavement below. It was a long fall if I were to jump.

I remembered what he’d said to me that night as I glanced at the world around me.

“Elias, you need to stop this!” He snatched the knife from my hand, and began to cry as he saw the blood on my arm. “Look at what you’re doing to yourself! And to me! You’re like a complete stranger to me now. I never know what the hell is going on in your head. Why can’t you talk to me anymore?” I’d been stabbing my arm for the third time this month. He began to cry when I stared at him, not knowing what was going on.

“Please, Eli. Don’tdie on me,” he told me as he tried to wash the blood off of my arm before it dried up.

I didn’t even feel bad about it. My feet pulled me closer to the edge of the rooftop. Why did I do these things? I thought about falling. Heights didn’t phase me by this point. I came up here every night after he and I had a fight. They were usually all my faults, but I never said I was sorry. Tonight. . . tonight, things were different.

“I-I don’t know what happened. . . I didn’t mean to, Kev.”

“I know, sweetie, it’s okay,” he whispered to me and gave me a kiss on the cheek. “I love you, Eli, I really do. But. . . if you’re going to keep doing these things, I. . . I don’t know how much more I can take.”

His words drifted to my ears. He was thinking of leaving me. I knew it.

“Can we. . . just go to bed?” I asked him and he nodded in return.

When he was sound asleep an hour later, I thought of what he’d said to me. He wanted to leave me, and I just couldn’t let that happen. I got up from the bed, careful not to wake him, walked out to the balcony and climbed onto the roof, where I stood now.

I thought about climbing down and going back to bed, but if I did that, I would screw up again and Kevin would leave me for sure. I was too damned selfish to let him do that.

Kevin would wake up soon. He would see me up here and leave me, I know he will. I looked up to the sky above me and noticed the sun beginning to rise. I looked to the pavement one last time. With my eyes, closed, I stepped off the edge of the roof, leaving everything I ever had behind.

A/N:: SO!??! XD It was short, yeah. But... blah on your mom! ;; And I didn't really proof read so if it's all AJDAKAKJDLJALSJALJSAKLFHAJKDHA DOODLEBOPS! let me know.