Forever is Never

You can’t hide from the invisible

Who am I really? Why can’t I remember?

Such sadness you see in my eyes

Where did it come from?

Where am I?

Trapped

Does anyone hear me?

Everything is blurred

The line between life and death magnified

What lies between?

My palms are shaking

I’m pale as ice

And I’m not real

Look, the sky is red

White petals like surreal fall like rain

I’m here at the end of the world

It is so damn beautiful here.

What is behind the white swirling fog?

Should I jump?

Green doesn’t exist

Red is everywhere

Black is me standing over this cliff.

Only one way to reach peace.

-11:11 P.M.