Scared To Know the Answer

Every time I sleep,

You’re all I dream of.

Of your wonderful smile,

And your amazing eyes.

The way you blush,

The way you laugh.

When I wake,

Your still there,

In my mind.

No matter what I do,

Everything reminds me,

Of you.

When you call me,

My heart starts raising.

Maybe this time,

I’ll tell you the truth.

Maybe I’ll stop hurting,

Inside.

I’ve kept this from you because,

I was worried,

Of what u might think.

I thought things might,

Change between us.

That we might not be,

Friends any more.

I’ve lied to you,

Because I was scared.

I hope you’ll understand,

And forgive me,

For not telling you the truth.

Now I’ll wait,

Unsure.

I am so scared,

To know the answer.