Soaring as if you’re floating

The drug you can't go with out

The person your life beats with

You can't live with out

Surviving only with them

Living for them

Yet when they leave you clutch on to hope

Yelling for them to come back

A wish in you heart

A picture in your pocket

A figure in the back of your mind

Walking away from you

They always say

I wish it was you

But its always them

Its always so difficult when if comes to right or wrong

How can love choose between the two

Torn between my solace and my trap

Falling from my heaven until I find a new addiction

A friend, from family, a friend to a lover,

A pigment of your imagination as they caress your tears

And hold you, as you never exist

Solid ground barely being a reality for you

Floating on clouds when you’re with them,

In spirit, mind, doesn’t ever have to be body

Or going through torture when you don’t get that touch

That touch of heaven that you’re scorned for

Your happiness that you never thought you deserved but

You were so wrong that it was even shouting out to you

Because it wanted you to recognize it

Far from the truth to reconcile

The past won’t hurt you if you don’t regret it

Face to what it is and deal with what it may be