Cigarette smoke
and the voice of Kurt Cobain
fill my mind

I am becoming so dead

Blood is running from this diary
no matter how deep I dig I can never bury this lie

This pain is so loud and clear
I give you everything I had
baby I fell head over foot

What am I to you now

If I had to I would die for you

I am thinking my time away

Remember the days

When you said you couldn’t see my tears

Because they made you want to die

But now every time you scream at me
I cry and you don’t even care

Don’t think I know you anymore

I am not fine without you feeling empty

Baby you’re like a cigarette

You’re killing me but I want you so bad

I need the cure for cancer…