State of Mind

By: Kristine U.

Here I am standing at,

The edge of the cliff of my death

My eyes are weary,

My feet is cold,

My feelings for you I can no longer hold,

This deep reverie…

Refrain:

I could have taken the gun out of the closet,

Pulled the trigger

And shot you dead…but…

Baby I realized the sins that I have caused you

And that holds all the hurts I feel inside…

Chorus:

I don’t wanna be a murderer!

I don’t wanna be a killer!
I just want the world to hear me,

See me runnin’ in the rain,

Tell me that I’m not insane…

But now…I’m about to die

With this state of mind oh… (2x)

You looked at my eyes with coldness

Asked me to leave…

Darling you just don’t know how it feels

To see you dying on my heel

In everyday life as I leave your door

With a pained heart that soars…Keeps on killing me…

(Ref) (Chorus)

Bridge:

Oh God I know that you’re there!

Oh Lord I know that you care!

In this deep silence that flares

In this state of mind

(I) have lost all the battles and dares

Now here I am standin’ at the cliff of my death

I was…unfaithful…oh…’was unfaithful…oh I was unfaithful…

(In this state of mind I feel I am unfaithful…)