Chapter 1

No more

This is it….Now I can be free from all this pain and hurting. Just fall and then it’s all over. I’ll never have to go back to that hell house or see those people who call themselves my parents or go to school knowing everyone thinks I’m worthless…..no I won’t have to see any of it ever again. All I have to do it fall forward…….off this building……….and die.

I look down into the empty street below where a couple of cars are parked along the side walk. I make sure I’m not going to be landing on any of them, because that would mean I’d be causing damage to another person which I really don’t ever want to do especially during the final minutes of my life. I climb onto the ledge; it’s not that high so it’s easy enough just to step on, and I hold my arms out on either side of me to balance myself out so I don’t fall before I’m ready. I finally close my eyes….this is it…..finally…..the moment I have been planning for over a month now…..and the only thing I can think of is what heaven is going to be like. Will there be angels, and harps and white pearly gates like the stereotypical fantasy of what it’s supposed to be like or will it be like here on earth but just happy and full of love, like how everyone is supposed to live. There is also the possibility that Ill be punished for committing suicide and end up having to burn in hell for eternity or there is no heaven or hell at all and everything will just come to an end as I know it in the next few minutes. I decide it doesn’t matter, as long as I get away from my horrible life I have right now everything will be fine.

I feel the breeze blowing over my face and through my hair. That’s the only thing I think I’ll miss. I’ve always loved the wind and the feel of it on my skin. That’s why I chose this way to die. It just seemed right for me. I take a deep breath…probably my last….and start to lean forward slowly…..and then I’m falling.

It actually does happen you know….when your about to die your life flashes before your eyes, but only happy memories, though I know mine are not going to last that long… I had very few good memories. I know it’s probably only about a second before I hit the pavement underneath of me but it feels like forever. And so I wait for my life to end….I wait…..and wait…..and wait…..but death never comes.

I realize right then that wind isn’t blowing through my hair and around my body anymore. I open my eyes to see if I’ve already died and just never felt myself hit the ground, but when I do I see that I’m looking straight at the rocky pavement right in front of my face but I’m not moving anymore. I’ve stopped. I’m still in the air and yet I’ve stopped. Its then at that very second my brain kicks in and I realize something but that is supposed to be totally impossible as far as I know. I look around and realize I’m floating.

A/N: Hey I know this chapter is really short but it’s only like a prologue. I promise all the other chapters will be longer. Oh also I’m planning on making this quite long so for those of you who like shorter stories you may not like this. Please review!