WHY YOU?

Sometimes I lie awake

Thinking about what you'd be like

It wasn't supposed to happen that way

Even though I dont really remember the day it all happened

I was so young and it was so long ago

I guess I should be glad I don't remember it all

She says I'm the one that makes it ok

And gived her a reason to keep going each day

But it hurts when we argue and don't get along

Because I know if you were still here

Her and I wouldn't be like this

I just found out what happened to you

I don't understand why it had to happen to you

You hear about that kind of thing all the time

But you always expect it to happen to anyone else but you

I'm trying really hard to fully understand that you gotta keep going

They don't know it bothers me so badly

But it does

And I really want to talk to them about it

But I'm scared to hear what they say

He gets so emotional

And she acts like it doesn't bother her

But I know it does

There's so many times I just wanna break down and let it all out

And many times I do

But I try to keep it together

As you try to do

I just found out what happened to you

I still don't understand why it had to happen to you

You hear about that kind of thing all the time

But you always expect it to happen to anyone and everyone but you

I just found out what really happened to you

But why did it have to happen to you

I hear about this kind of thing all the time

But I always expect it to happen to anyone and everyone but me and you

A lot of times I lie awake

Thinking about what you'd be like

If you hadn't have slipped away

And if you were still alive