I stand here looking at him, I do love him so much. His piercing eyes, and his wonderful personality. I would do anything for him in a second, well maybe not anything. I love this guy dearly, I fell into his deep brown eyes and wondered off the first time I met him. We used to be friends. I was about 13 and he was 14. We became good friends and I loved the fact that I was able to keep my desires for him to myself. But hell I was a 13 year old girl who always had him on my mind. Sounds like a regular teenage girl right?

Well you’re wrong, it was more then most believed. I fell more in love with him during the time our friendship became stronger but, I still kept my feelings to myself. Till one day I told him. I pored my heart out in front of him. Yet he looked at me with those gorgeous eyes once again. Except they had a different vibe, rejection? He looked at me and sighed deeply. He told me he did not feel the same. As I fled away from him running to the bathroom, I cried my eyes out. I told him everything and he rejected me. He came knocking on the door begging me to come out and talk. But I did not respond. It hurt to much to talk. I looked in the mirror and saw the mascara running down my face. I felt ugly and stupid. Why in the world would he be interested in me? Lie to me mirror! Tell me I’m beautiful, tell me I’m dreaming, tell me none of this ever happened, and tell me that what I’ve been going through is just an illusion of my heart. I stood there waiting for something to happen. As if I was really expecting the mirror to talk back.

The pounding in my ears, the pain from my eyes, my heart racing, and the pounding on the door. He wouldn’t leave…he stayed there asking me, begging me to come out. But I felt paralyzed and scared. What if I did go out and talk to him? What would happen? Would I weep again as he tried explaining why he didn’t like me? Oh, god this is too complicating. But it’s to late to take it back. So I must suck it up and wipe off the mascara and walk out like a man. With a quiet laugh from the statement, I wiped off the mascara and tried to make myself look presentable. I looked one last time in the mirror and released a big sigh.

As I opened the door he looked at me with sparkle. He was happy that I came out. He explained to me that he always saw me as a friend. At times he had his suspicions of me liking him, but he never thought that I would be in love with him; I blushed. He laughed and took his hand and caressed my face. I felt his warm touch and fell into heaven. He smiled as he leaned in closer. WHAT IS HE DOING! He then was an inch from me. He said just because he didn’t feel that way about me, didn’t mean he couldn’t. I let out a chuckle. He stared deep into my eyes trying to study me. But I saw I hint of love in his eyes. I was appalled that he lied to me! Or did he? He leaned in as I shut my eyes as he pressed his lips against mine. I went into shock, I felt warm, as if it felt our touch became more special then before. I wrapped my arms around him. As he put his hands on my waist. This was the moment I’ve waited for so long. But it seemed to be too fairytale-like. But at the moment I didn’t care. Then he let go and broke the kiss. It took me a moment to wake up from the passion I had felt. When I opened my eyes he sat there looking at me. He took my hand and rubbed it softly. He offered me a ride home; since we were at a non-social party and it was dead anyways. I responded softly with a yes. So we headed off and got into his car. We talked as I directed him to my house. He got to be more comfortable as we talked.

Then he finally asked me the question. He asked me if I would be his girlfriend, and I said yes! How could I not…but, when he went to take a glance at me he ran a stop sign, and a car hit my the passenger side of the car. I grabbed his hand and screamed, but I lost grip as I felt the car roll over and my head jerk I fell unconscious. Everything fell apart.

I woke up in a meadow, the sun was shining bright. I saw green grass spread out for miles and miles. There were some trees. I breathed in deep as I smelled the aroma of my favorite food of all time, popcorn! I laughed and got up. I was wearing a white dress that seemed to glow from the sun. I had glared around looking for any other human species. No one was here, odd. I turned around and I was looking at a gigantic oak tree. Then I knew where I was, it was were I first met him. After I remembered that I turned again remembering everything. But, the question was…is he here? I ran in the tall grass not stopping for anything. I ran faster then I ever had. I remembered where I saw him. Behind a crowd of trees, there was a small pond. He was sitting there throwing rocks. But was he there now? I reached the trees, and peaked from behind one of them. There he was, doing the exact same thing, and he kept looking around. I walked out from behind the trees. He heard me as he looked, he smiled, and got up. I ran up to him and he caught me with his arms as we embraced into a kiss. I wondered how we got here, he had the same question. The last thing we both remembered was the crash. But it seemed we were trapped into some kind of alternate reality where it was just us. No one else, it was peaceful. I took his hand and took him back to the oak tree…he gazed at it smiling. He hugged me tight and gave me yet another kiss. I loved this, it was perfect, just him and me. Raindrops started to fall from the sunny clear blue sky. I laughed as he kissed me once again, god did I love his kisses! One thing to check off my list. Kissing in the rain, check.

But, I wondered if this alternate reality is a dream, or another side of life? I’ll never truly know because if it’s a dream, him and me are still dreaming. If it’s another side of life, I absolutely love it. It was beautiful all the time. Us together forever. Strange love, from beginning to end. Never ending, it’s perfect and if it’s a dream. I don’t want to wake up.

I love you

I love you too

Always and forever…