I Still Remember Me

When I was younger
My friends used to say
“You will grow older—
And someday…”
“You will forget me—
And I don’t know how…
But you won’t remember
Who you are now…”

I wish they wouldn’t say
That I won’t stay this way
‘Cause I don’t know who I will be
I still remember when
I was their friend back then
And I still remember me…

They held my hand
When I felt I would die
They gave me their shoulders
So I could cry…
But I have no tears
‘Cause I force myself to smile
Since they are so far away
And no one’s there…

I wish they wouldn’t say
That I won’t stay this way
‘Cause I don’t know who I will be
I still remember when
I was their friend back then
And I still remember me…

I want to go back
One Million Years
To the moments I’d missed
And I would try to find
Where I had gone wrong
Why did I end up like this

I think what they said
Has gone to my head
It’s making me wonder
That maybe
That all of these years
We weren’t meant to be friends.
And that’s what they had tried
to tell me.

I wish they didn’t say
That I won’t stay this way
It made me try so hard to be
I still recall the time
Before I fell behind
And I still remember me

I want to know
Do I sound sad…..?