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He Was
He wasn’t like all the other kids
He prayed at night to be different
He was different in his own way
But those feelings would not go away
He was supposed to like girls, or so they said
But the other guys were what he wanted
He didn’t want to feel it anymore
But it wouldn’t leave him, what was it waiting for
The kids at school, they never left him alone
Always throwing painful words in harsh tones
Calling him a queer, a fag, a stupid gay
But he knew he was someone good in a better way
But at night he’d lay in bed and cry himself to sleep
Always wanting to be normal, but it would never leave
He was tired of living a life of sorrow and regret
He was going to tell his best friend the painful secret
So two days from now he’ll walk up to his friend’s door
He’ll be invited in, they’ll play a game, and he’ll beat his highest score
Than he’ll turn to, his greatest friend, and say ‘you need to listen,
Cause what I’m about to tell you, can change us in a instant.”
His friend will look concerned, but will give him his full attention
And the boy will go silent, knowing its now or it never
So opening his mouth, and throwing his hurt away
He’ll whisper in the softest tone, “well…I…I’m gay”
His friend will look away, look out an open window
Then the boy will start to cry, and he’ll get up to go on home
But his friend will turn back, he’ll look a little stunned
Then he’ll lean forward, kiss his friend, and whisper “you aren’t the only one.”
So for now let the boy cry to himself at night
because in two days from now a new chapter will open in his life
the two boys, friends, for all those many years
will hold hands, love each other, wipe away each tear
and the boy will finally realize what he’s known all along
that the love he feels for this boy next to him isn’t wrong
they’ll live their life in each others arms, growing old and into death
both falling away into eternal rest, both taking their last breath