Sometimes I question my faith,

As if I am a failure in Your eyes.

Sometimes I turn away from You,

Distracted by my lies.

Why do I make these decisions?

This is too much for me to take.

I know that You love me,

I think of You every day.

I wish this happened less frequently,

So I do not have to pay.

Because lying to them,

Is lying to You,

And there is nothing I can do…

I will not give up hope yet

I have still got my debt

With You, Savior,

Please keep me in line.

You gave up your life

But I won’t give up mine.

It’s my fear of forfeit

That keeps me here.

This isn’t over,

I am still hanging on (for You).

You are the only reason I haven’t gone.

I love You,

More than You’ll ever know.

I am sorry for my unfaithfulness.

Next time will be better, I promise.

My lies are wrong,

But I am too far from gone,

Sin is just using me.

Satan doesn’t want me to be

Your loving child,

He’ll be disappointed now

Today is when I begin to change

Today is when I rearrange

Tomorrow is a new day

Yet I still think back to yesterday