I cry

and I don’t know why

I hurt you

and I had no clue

I am dreaming

awake and screaming

This is so fake

I wish I could wake

Afraid but brave

kneeling at my grave

taste of metal

on the trigger my finger tends to settle

this will kill me

in time that I can guarantee

blood for every blow

quid pro quo

drop by drop

my life slows to a stop

lucidity turns to haze

as I catch your gaze

that life you live is so great

you live for fate

your faith leaves me in awe

that pain is such a beautiful flaw

my past is such an ugly foe

buried deep below

pain is no longer hidden

love has been forbidden

my heart is far to fragile

my mind has to grow agile

don’t come to near

unless you can always be here

won’t lose another

so I just wont look for any other