I wish I knew which way to go;

I wish I could follow my heart;

I wish I’d been a more honest friend;

I wish, perhaps, I’d lied more;

I wish I could just wall myself in

(Or maybe wall everyone out);

I wish I’d taken a moment to breathe;

I wish that I’d held my breath;

I wish I knew for once in my life;

I wish I could live with certainty;

I wish I were a different girl;

I wish to want to be me.