Head vs. heart

You go and let your rage drive you and all the remains when I find you is remorse and desperate remains. I know the lies you speak are so untrue but that won’t keep me from following you down whatever corrupted path you choose. Even when you cut me out because my motives are more about being true to more of my friends, others then just you, you know that I will still remain here. Where we freely laughed and played. Here. Where all the nightmares disappear. Before you went away to fight your fights leaving the words you came to say. So carry on my dearest friend even as you twist and bend your reality so far misguided that your truths become lies. I won’t ignore you and I won’t chide you because I know that I am not meant to meddle any further in your personal affairs.

But do you see me as a reminder? As I silently stand beside her? Seems like we all talk in rhymes running around desperate because shit, we’re all out of time.

I want you to think you disturbed my sanctuary. I was here. Not you. So contrary to your belief. But it’s alright. And ill say its ok. Because in the end I’m the one who will stay here. By your side. In this place that you think you own but will always be mine. With my truth. And my heart.

Forever mine and forever alone