I will never forget you

You haunt my thoughts and dreams

I was so young

I still am

So why?

Why did you choose me to abuse?

You took the most precious thing I had

And claimed it as your own

You took my innocence away

And left me only with memories

Of that horrible night in your room

You ask for forgiveness

But why?

Why should I forgive you

When you chose me to abuse

You took the most precious thing I had

And claimed it as your own

You took my innocence away

I have never been this scared before

I always wonder if you're trying to find me

I always wonder if you're going to come back for more

You told me I should thank you

But why?

Why should I be thankful?

You chose me to abuse

You took the most precious thing I had

And claimed it as your own

You took my innocence away

Sometimes I feel like you're standing next to me

Touching me

Feeling me

Loving me

Making me feel so vulnerable

Making me feel so helpless

The one night I didn't pay attention

Was the night my life was changed forever

I will always be seen as the girl

Who left her drink on the table

And walked away without a care

I wish I could get the chance ask you why

Why you chose me to abuse

You took the most precious thing I had

And claimed it as your own

You took my innocence away

You treated me as if I were an item

Just an item used for your dirty pleasure

Everytime I start to feel safe

The memory of that night comes rushing back to me

I never stop wondering why

Why you chose me to abuse

You took the most precious thing I had

And claimed it as your own

You took my innocence away