I saw you walk away

And maybe I should have ran after you

But in my mind at the time

I saw nothing left to do

Since then I’ve been confused

Lost in thoughts and lost in pain

I don’t understand when it began

You left me letters on the table

But I didn’t bother to read

I already knew what was inside

For what you are is me

And I have mistaken you for a disease

Now in a brief moment of clarity

I can see you’re simply a part of me

Something that I can not hide

For you will always be there

Inside

Moments like this give me peace

I wonder if without them

I’d be sane

Sometimes I’m so sure that I’m plain

Others I act certain of being

Out of control

I wish I was out of this world

Speak me not of love

For I have nothing to add

All you need to know

Is that I do not like

To remember the past

And as you wonder through the shady paths

Of an unhealthy mind

Speak not of love

For my heart was once made of glass