i want go ask alice to be the truth

i want to do drugs and look hot
instead of always being such a mess
tripping and puking all over
the people i want to impress
i want sunken eyes and a tragic air
dirty sexy bedhead hair
slips sliding down my shoulders
but oh don't show too much
learn not to always end up the slut
i want to look "not made for this world"
but as not as though i'm trying to hard
i want to die young
but live forever first