You hide your secret behind tattered eyes

Something you refuse to tell

But you can’t keep that secret from me

I know you way too well

You laugh, you scorn, you poke and prod

You call me faggot and gay

But what your hiding inside your mind

Is that you also feel that way

I may be different, not like others

but you continue to hurt and beat

even though I hate you more than life

your secret I will keep

but when you find me on the floor

blood pouring from my wrists

I have only one thing to say

So listen closely to this

“Im ending my life, so you can stop

Hurting those you do

Maybe you’ll finally realize

The pain you put us through”

But that secret I know oh so well

The secret I’ll never give way

I know you love me, deep inside

But it’s going to my grave