Themes

If this is it I won’t say goodbye

I’m kissing these crimson flowers because they’re pure

Sometimes I wish people would understand me

So I don’t have to keep them guessing

Second nature is a scary thing in personalities

Covering up who you really are not even consciously

Something’s blurring between my eyes

I don’t want to be stuck like this forever

Shards and pieces sticking out of my heart

And I fear I’ve gotten nothing done

Except to trap myself even more

How can I climb out of a hole so steep?

Lure me into a dream world with your lullabies

Act like I’m innocent and maybe I’ll fool even myself

I wonder how I’m going to make it

But it always works out in the end

The struggle is hardest

But I want the freedom to taste of sugar on my lips

Kiss me goodnight

Stroke the devil in me asleep

And with your help, I’ll keep living for a better day.

-11:11 P.M.