Holding My Breath

Kissing my own suicide
With bloody lips and broken hearts
You should have seen this coming, love

And you never saw it coming
Just like you never saw the tears
Bleeding from those darkempty eyes
All because I loved you oh-so-much

Too much to hurt you
More than I already have

See there’s a bit of a problem here

That little thing called love
Has left me dying
Left me crying

Until there was nothing left
And one day I just stopped breathing (buried myself alive)

And you didn’t noticed anything was wrong
Didn’t notice how I became hollow
Just a shell to hug and hold
(that)you were always saying you loved

Now I’m choking.dying.lying
and I’ll never tell you what it was
That made this girl
.Hold her breath. for an-eternity
In hope you wouldn’t force her
To come out of my shell
To join you in reality vs.
Her f.u.c.k.e.d up world
Where I’ve buried myself

-now I’m burying myself alive-