"Lies,"
you scream. Hands scramble to cover your ears in hope to muffle the
sound. These verbal blows bruise your soul. Worthless, Worthless,
Worthless.. The words echo through your mind. As you stare in the
mirror you see the rotting piece of flesh you've become. Quickly
you grab a sponge in hopes to scrub yourself clean, to see the pink
freshness of the purity you once had. As you scrape and scrub you
mutter to yourself, "I'm not filth, I'm not filth." Unable to
look into the mirror you gaze into the sink catching a glimpse of
your image in the pink-tinged waters. Crying softly you thrust in
your hands to block out the distorted view. Will crumbling you slide
with a thud to the floor marking the white walls with your crimson
disease. Carnal rage, once suppressed by hate, leaps forth, and with
no further thought you ache to scratch out the very thing you
despise. Screams bursting forth in withered defeat as you claw until
your strength seeps out. And as you now lay in crimson waters staring
out with dead eyes, you wonder why you believed the lies.