Now It's Back

I thought I had this demon beat

But now it's come back to me

Plaguing me night and day

Leaving me with little to say

It's sucked the life out of me

Unable to summon the energy

To do the things I used to love

I can't find solace from above

I feel so alone anymore

And sad down to the core

I don't remember it being this bad

Like I'll never be glad

But here I am with few choices left

So with this knife I'll be deft

Because I can see no way out

Or a way to go about

Saving myself from this hole

That's taken such a huge toll

On all my life, my school, my friends

And so my soul I will cleanse

And then I'll say goodbye

Because no matter how I try

I've found my match, the grade I can't get

Just one quick slice and I'll be set

Just know I didn't want this ending

But the depression wasn't bending

So now I'm left with one last sigh

As to you I say goodbye