Scraped up Little Hate

Scraped up little hate,
Your shooter filled up lies
Can only get you so far
Before it falls and dies
I always wish it through
Hoping for the best
Taking in the fake sorrow
And putting it to the test
Patience is what I’m made for
Put together piece by piece
But only going so far
Growing to hate from peace.

Scraped up little hate
The needle fills up too
Seeing God in drugs
Is what I’m meant to do
Confused, I stumble, shadow, please
Go and let me be
Quit tagging by my side
And shining the light from me
I only see the darkened smile
My imagery places here
Nightmares flutter, go away
The butterfly lingers near.

Scraped up little hate
The truth forms, to see
To see the light, God awful truth
Will never come to be
The lies will only dwell
At the top of all the rest
Coming into action
and pulling at my chest.

A time will come
An you will see
An end to all the lies
A time for you
A time for me
Of sugar coated lies.